~Lady ~1987 ~RGPS ~SCGS ~HCJC ~NJC ~NTU (NBS)

GOD - FAMILY - SCSISTAS - SY FRENS -

Kare
pris
Ming
Shu jun
fenella
nuria
wanny
vic
patrix
xiangbin
sandra
luyi
li siang
kian fong
debbie
ruo wei
jia yun
audrey



This blog was initially set up with the intention to improve my writing skills. But now, it is more abt reflecting on my life regularly, knowing that today, God has written a chapter o my life and I wanna live my life to the fullest for him. He is the one that creates every step in my life and I'm in full anticipation at what he will reveal to me slowly. I will be patiently awaiting...=)


Layout: Capturemylove
Image: iamyoursoul
Brushes: deviantart

It has been more than 10 days since the new yr begins n I have yet to done any reflections on the past year -- 2006.

To me, 2006 has been a very rocky year.. full of uncertainties and expectations. The 1st 6mths was mainly working, meeting up w old frens occasionally, applying to uni. I feel that personally, I did not plan well and read up thoroughly on all the scholarship applications to the various institutions as well as on all the courses that are available. I was very depressed after the a level results and just drown myself w frequent shopping trips hoping to provide the endorphins that I much needed. Deep inside me, I knew that all was over for medicine and did not bother to consider other choices. As I passed my days, I feel like an empty shell, someone with a body but without a soul and an aim. After much avoidance and battling within me, I decided to turn to God. Loss at what he has planned for me, I feel that my life was at a cross junction even until now- there is this constant dilemma on whether acct or med is for me. It had been a hard time for me as I pulled thru my 1st uni exam, not knowing exactly what my hard work will translate to. In the past, I work hard is for the dream that one day I will become a dermatologist. Yet then, when studyin for the uni acct exam, it is merely blindly studying for the hope that I could find a reason to what I have studied. I truly found great difficulty convincing myself durin those suffering days. Whatever it is, I thank God that I pulled thru 1st sem...

This year, I feel that I should get out o my laid back approach. I will start to be more pro active. My new year resolution this year is to:
1. gain muscles and keep fit. I finally broke out o my period of hibernation and started my 1st run on the night o 1st day o sch!! Tho it wasnt really a v long run, it was a gd start and I will cont to peservere on.
2. maintain my grades and seek out actively for any opportunities to study on beauty and skin. Personally speaking, I have no idea whether the desire in me for medicine is tt strong anymore. Perhaps, it is the consecutive blows that I have received from the rejection in applications that led me to stop raising hopes in it- the higher the hopes, the greater the fall and disappointment. Yet the passion for beauty and skin will not die. Deep in me, I know that the study on skin and bringing out the clean and trouble-free face bring me great satisfaction. I know that is the only job which I will truly enjoy even durin hard times. Acct is not a subj which I entirely detest. I know that there is a possibility for me to succeed and do well in it.. earning BIG bucks, living lavishly etc, the study o acct will most likely be purely for the money sake. Studying and working will most prob be mainly for the vision o comfort living. Actually maintainin my grades is to provide a choice for my pursuit o post grad med as it requires v gd undergraduate results. Alternatively, if I eventually choose to stay on in acct, I hope to work in Banks and aim to get ACCA, Masters in acct, CPA eventually.

What ever it is, 2007 will be a year when I will seized every opportunities. No procrastinating! Trust in the Lord and I must cont to work hard ..