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This blog was initially set up with the intention to improve my writing skills. But now, it is more abt reflecting on my life regularly, knowing that today, God has written a chapter o my life and I wanna live my life to the fullest for him. He is the one that creates every step in my life and I'm in full anticipation at what he will reveal to me slowly. I will be patiently awaiting...=)


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this is so irritating.. im really having prob creating posts on my blog.. sux
hectic wk=project+quiz=little slp=mental stress=outbreak=emotional stress..
i pray that i can match all my subjects in denmark.. one of the 4 mods seem to disappear from CBS website.. i really hope that they r offering it next sem.. or YL may choose not to go.. n i will have to go alone.. sigh
y cant i always make a right decision? y must my decision be influenced by my fren? im starting to regret.
i made my decision of choosing CBS denmark over washington US due to her.. if she is going to abandon me now.. im better off w those 22 other NTU pple going for washington.. sigh
lord u trained me well since sec sch to learn to be independent. im always displaced from my frens.. choosing trip sci over double sci.. choosing NTU over NUS.. have i learn to walk in confidence ALONE when i see familar acquiantances? will i still be afraid tt pple see me alone? m i alone or m i lonely? y m i always pushed out o my comfort zone?
have i learnt to be more aware o my surroundings? without u, will i lose my stuff.. forget abt deadlines.. get lost ard places?
i wish for stability.. peace.. solace

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